Dysfunctional Dreamer

Unsound State Of Mind

Sometimes emotional pain becomes physical, like a someone squeezed the life out of you,and your heart wrenches in unison. And sometimes the pain numbs you. And sometimes if just fucking hurts. To be brave, I try to be strong. In the solace of my bedroom walls, uncontrollable fits, whispered curses,...make their way around. The hand that used to hold mine, doesn't feel like it wants to anymore. Perhaps it was never for my keeping.I'm on a rollercoaster that is about to derail.

What am I to do?
I can only sit and watch it fall into pieces and combust before me.

posted by nori_b @ 11:12 AM