Dysfunctional Dreamer

Catching Up

Been awhile since I blogged,...or done anything productive, I suppose.
Since the departure of my mum and sis, I've been lying in bed on my days off, mostly contemplating:

1) if anyone is going to hire me for a work placement in October, seeing as that I have not even got my CV done up properly.
2) if I crossed the road reeeeallllly slowly, a bus might hit me.
3) if I will actually sell my work.
4) when my cash flow problems will stop.
5) whether I can learn to save so that my cash flow problems will stop.
6) I need a sewing machine. And an airbrush kit.
7) more money to buy fimo clay to make work.
8) I should move and live with students who aren't uptight asses.
9) how I can get a job here and not go home.
10) have money to go home for holidays, coz I miss my friends.
11) my hair bothers me and I want to get it cut, but where?
12) that this should have been higher up the list- but have not started making anything for my upcoming exhibition on the 20th!
13) AND generally panicking.

...So half of summer is gone and I have done jackshit.
So I lie in bed somemore.

But, yesterday I got asked to make little commissions for presents (from my fimo clay) for my housemate Diana. So I get paid for my work. I don't think very much, but I guess it's got to do for now.

That and get a haircut next week.
I'm sick of all this hair, takes up too much shampoo and conditioner! ):

Yesterday, I met up with Goncalo (now also known affectionately as Dicky Loggy, if he's being an idiot) for breakfast by the river at Giraffe. Had pancakes with blueberries and bananas with maple syrup..and hot chocolate with marshmallows in between discussing our script for our little film/animation.

That was the one productive thing I did yesterday.
We went to the National Portrait Gallery to look at my classmate David's work. I'm in all envy.
And then I went to Foyles to look at the children's books for a good part of the day.
And helped Diana get her boxes out of storage in the evening.

That's all I did.
Oh and I managed to finish off my CV booklet.
So that's two productive things I did yesterday.

Today is just about paperwork and cooking Friday, Saturday and Sunday's packed lunch for work.
We can't aim too high now, can we?

P/s: I'm not itching anymore. Apparently the itch I got wasn't eczema, but some allergy to an insect bite.
And it's started to get cold again, raining.
I love Michael Buble when it rains.

posted by nori_b @ 2:33 PM